note to self

well well looks like 5/1/12 is a bad luck day for me

it all started good until school finish, it begins like this

i was about to ride the bus near the school bus stop but unfortunately  its full so i waited for another bus

and its full again, i cant believe people like to go back to school by bus ahhh then Afif say to me how about

we go to the other bus stop,i followed him and his friends, well it didnt worked out we waited for hours but the bus still didnt come ahhh stupid bus -.- at that time, the weather was freaking hot and im freaking hungry so i ask Syakir to follow me go to mcD then we both decided to ask our mum to pick us up at school, i called my mum and explain to her and she pick me up weeeee, then my big sis called my mum and ask about me, my 'brother' worried i didnt come back so who cares about that then blablabla i reach home.  yeaah here starts the drama,  my 'brother' say i was lying to my mum about the two bus was full, i was freaking mad already oh well and suddenly he talk about me and my boyfriend , im like da fuck dudee, you gotta be serious, then he started yelling at me and say imma gonna be a slut when im form 5 , yeahh i know how could a brother say like that to her sister aite?! kay back to the story, he keep nagging at my mum until my mum fed up and yell my name, she say to me ' BREAK UP WITH HIM, I DONT WANNA HEAR ANYMORE BOUT YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND, GOT IT?! IF YOU STILL WANNA COUPLE , I WILL MOVE YOU TO ANOTHER SCHOOL' and i was like whatthehell, you gotta be kidding me, then my mum rush out from the house and go somewhere i dont know, and that 'dude' say to me umm more like yelling and say ' DONT YOU FEEL PITY AT MUM, BECAUSE OF YOU SHE FED UP' seriously at that time, i was freaking mad at that 'dude' .. He's the one that bring it up and im the one that got the blame,and he say he wanna meet my boyfriend parents, im like whatthehell, parents? like seriously, ahhh i hope he will not meet my boyfriend parents cause seriously if he met them, in school i will be the loser -.- haihh but right now i cant stop crying, i dont know why ahhh i hate it when im crying cause my heart will feel hurt, not feelings like literally my heart will feel freaking hurt like somebody is pressing it hard , right now im trying to cool myself down and i dont feel like eating , thanks to HIM -___-

p/s: the red text means its my bro -.-